what da most important in my life???

eventually my mind always say..what the most important in my life..actually i really2 absolutely dont know...someone said, the most important is our own self ...what they mean own self? its mean we must do something 4 our own good..n neglected other people around us..just take for granted la beb...hah... i dont know its the right answer...

but for me..da most important in my life to make other people surround me satisfy and happy..but its very2 hard..coz im not the perfect person can do anything very2 good..dont aspect me to do very2 good bcoz im not that such good..

and...
da most important thing in my life is..my abah n ma...
im very miss them..very much..

ALLAH... pls guide me..make my life easier..i cant stand to through it alone..although i know u never give something to those who cant stand to do that..but i need U to help me..
plsss give me some strength..